It was never a question of Bownsy "not wanting to be here", that's nonsense. He had his head turned. He would of been excited as much as he would of been apprehensive, about leaving. New club, new country, different league. A big move, exciting as much as nerve wracking. His head would of told him different to his heart. (More than likely, normal emotions)
This would of led to indifferent performances or leaking a few sloppy goals,. Not a desire to leave or a will to not be here. That's inaccurate and unfair.