I don't know what it is but i'm not excited at all but i should be.
I think it's a mixture of all through the pandemic we've been built up only to be knocked back at the last minute with regards to easing of restrictions. Things i've had planned have been cancelled over and over at the last minute, so i guess in my mind i can't get passed that thinking "is this really going to happen".
Really strange but i am 100% sure once i'm outside the IAW my adrenaline will be through the roof.